Happy Boxing Day !!!!

ok i didnt celebrate........this post is to post pictures...

my first christmas card ........:)

cards i bought for collecting.....nice :D

cute stickers my cousin bought for us when we r young and it happened to be christmas time too......

okay..........happy new year 2012........... :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!! and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!

i do want all those bad things that happened on me to go away and never come back starting from 2012.....

ok time for some old xmas related picssssssss.....later.......cos my internet is sibei slow arh!!!!

Oh my! When is this rainy weather gonna stop
I miss the blue sky n clouds :(
So moody!

It's so strange.this few days I have been thinking of someone who I have not seen for 10 years!a sec sch classmate...I m sure he don't remember me as usual like other ppl...

Yesterday had a dream n I think he appeared..can't remember much...until now I m still thinking about it..

I should be sleeping now...good night world n hope I can sleep well ...:)

what tarot card are you?

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

so boring....

many people are out for Halloween and i can only stay at home

bad for friendless me with strict family rules....so sian!

yesterday afternoon the weather was good so i took the usual blue sky white clouds again. the pictures temporary makes my mood better...

 

both taken on 30 oct,a boring afternoon

ok,i just changed my blog template..this one looks easier to read and it has my favourite blue sky n clouds..
nice weather ya.....

sadly this kinda timing are usually rainy days which i hate so much....

so today i m posting pictures of my favourite weather......yay! but have a sad story behind...hmm

super long pic taken on 8 dec 2009 afternoon

i so love the weather but sadly this place wont look like this anymore :(

 

this 2 pics taken on 25 sept 2011 morning

a nice place at harbour front but it is also a sad place for me

the above 4 pics were taken 24 oct this month

although the nice weather, my day was drenched by my parents kpkb-ing

owww...fml!

limited pictures as the loading speed is zzzzz..... till next time... :D

i did this personality quiz again when i saw it in a forum....

http://www.colorquiz.com

so this is the results for 03 oct 2011

Color Test - Results

Your Existing Situation

"Outgoing but unpredictable and unstable. Likes things to go her way, otherwise she becomes agitated, indecisive, and fake in her activities."

Your Stress Sources

"Not a team player and is unwilling to be involved in most activities. In the past she was over involved and now emotionally drained. Due to her fear of over involvement, she now chooses to remain uninvolved with the activities around her. "

Your Restrained Characteristics

"Finds satisfaction in sexual activity, but is emotionally detached which prevents her from becoming too involved."
"Seeking to broaden her horizons and believes her hopes and dreams are realistic. Worries she may not be able to do the things she wants and needs to escape to a peaceful, quiet environment in order to restore her confidence."
Feels as if too many walls and obstacles are standing in her way and that she is being forced to make compromises. she needs to put her own needs on hold for the time being.

Your Desired Objective

"Always trying to make a good impression on others, and is constantly watching to see if she is succeeding in this. Is interested in how others react to him; this makes her feel in control. Strategically plans out ways to gain further influence over others and special recognition. Is easily distracted by the pleasingly beautiful and original."

Your Actual Problem

Fears others will try to hold her back from achieving her goals and the things she wants. Puts on the charm and can be manipulative towards others hoping she can get them to do as she wishes and making it easier for her to reach her own goals.

the underlined ones are accurate, the rest not so as i anyhow click on the colors...no feel for the colors at all thats why..... :)

watching the blue sky and flurry white clouds makes me feel relax.

that is one of the present moment....

but but but..........such a great weather don't occur often......

even so, might not have a chance to sit down and take some time to watch the blue sky and enjoy the cooling breeze......

i adore this kinda of weather..... <3

from http://forevermayyourun.tumblr.com

nicely said... to hell for those brainless idiots! ;D

saw something which makes me LOL on this as usual boring night...

from 萧敬腾 fb fan page...

我想和“感”小姐分手～而且不再見

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原因是～她太黏了～

 

hahaha..... 他还真有创意。。。thumbs up for you :D

cute daddy with his 2 super cute daughters....simply love his daughters <3

cute description too.... :D

http://www.facebook.com/jamsclub#!/photo.php?fbid=10150403468860646&set=a.224655635645.274421.222171150645

i dont know if i can put up his facebook pictures here or not....click on the link :D

inspired from somewhere...

我只要天长地久的开心！i dont care if i once had you in my life! because you are the cause of my misery! ;'(

ok my chinese now sucks,as bad as my england.... pretty!(swee!)

aiyah sibeh sians....

i have got lots of very important things to do but i have not start at all.....

hopeless liao, and some idiots are just !##$%^&!**(

fuck off if ur not serious! :D

edited..

found this while i m deciding which center i should go to...

http://alittlenudge.wordpress.com/

one of the hypnotherapist blog...interesting stuff,its attracts me to read it :D

hope i can decide fast which one to go...urgent for me,not much time to lose...

Smiles! BE POSITIVE!! :D

this is what i gonna put in my mind and heart all day...
but sometimes in between i will get those "fuck you bitch/bastard!" feelings...hahaha that means my standard is not good yet...anyway just continue to try and i will eventually achieve it :D

anyway this post is a mix of positive feeling and ranting feeling...now is the ranting part... >:(

the thoughts of MLM are always getting on my nerves each time i think about it. to be honest it is the people who spoil the MLM business! hey people, wake up from your idea!stop pressuring and forcing people,especially your family,friends,friends of friends to join you as a MLM agent!!! asking them to pay for overpriced products in order to start the so-called-business!  while the main purpose is not selling products but is to get as many people as possible to join, so that you can shake legs earn big bucks! another type of disgusting people is they will suddenly contact you after you-know-how-many-fucking-years and pretend to just contacting back as friends! you will know the main reason after that and wish that fucking so called friend to fuck off forever in your life! ( FROM NOW ON I DONT HAVE YOU AS A FRIEND! I DONT NEED "FRIENDS" LIKE YOU! PATHETIC PIECE OF SHIT! FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE NOW! )

in the beginning you trusted the so called friend that he is really doing a business,you asked questions but the answers you will get are just repeating... in the end you so called friend has not answered your doubts and it also shows that he is lack of knowledge in this so called business! i m doubting how professional this MLM marketers are! PUI!

brain switched off....continue next time :D

oh...finally its 9 august... hahaha but i dont feel the mood :)

its a boring boring early morning? but the day feels so busy tiring and boring?

i didnt managed to log in on 4 august so wish jang geun suk a happy belated birthday,he dont know me since he is an actor....LOL :s

so here is his picture...picture taken from google image :D

i have watched 2 of the dramas he acted and i like it....his acting is very good..he looks cute and handsome...

Hong Gil Tong,2 years ago drama but i just watched a few months ago.love his character ;D

You're Beautiful,2009 drama just finished watching it last week..very funny show,the band members are very cute and humorous..seeing them makes me LOL;D

 

 

more pictures at other websites or even google image....;D

last thing i realised my england standard drops drastically...omg getting worst...gonna study more now so till then... ;D

its junnie now and i m so dont like it =\

i saw a post on a forum discussing about horoscope moon signs, i got curious abit so i did a search on my moon sign and stuffs..

from ( http://www.12house.com/ )

Rising Sign is in 00 Degrees Aquarius
You like new ideas and concepts, but you prefer to discover them by yourself -- it is not easy for others to convert you to anything. You form your own opinions, but once you do form them, you then want to convince everyone else that they are correct. Try to be more tolerant of the opinions of others. You have a deep and abiding interest in science, mathematics, and the great social problems of the day. Very sympathetic toward the downtrodden, equality is your battle cry! You demand that those in authority be fair to all. You are an intellectual -- emotions and emotional people are difficult for you to understand. You are known for being calm, cool, detached and objective.

Sun is in 23 Degrees Taurus
You are known for being patient, slow moving and careful -- you love to prolong and savor enjoyable times. You appreciate and need comfort, ease and warm surroundings. Be careful of a tendency to become placid and self-satisfied and to overeat (especially sweets). You require strenuous situations in order to grow and mature properly, even though you try to avoid them. Affectionate, even-tempered and slow to anger -- when you do become emotionally upset, you are also slow to forgive and time must pass before your calm returns. You demand real results from any situation -- abstractions are very difficult for you to comprehend. Very artistic, your hands love to mold and shape things. You portray an earthy, physical sexiness that others find quite seductive.

Moon is in 26 Degrees Pisces
You have strong feelings and are extremely sensitive. It would help if you had a thicker skin -- you tend to react emotionally to every situation you come across. Kind, gentle and considerate of the feelings of others, you are good at taking care of the sick, wounded and helpless. But you tend to absorb the energy of others -- so avoid those who are always negative. You have a rich, creative and lively imagination, but you should be careful not to spend all your time daydreaming. Very intuitive, you have good ESP and may be quite clairvoyant or psychic. Remember that you too have the right to get what you want from life. If you are always defensive and kowtowing to others, people will take advantage of you and exploit you.

Mercury is in 00 Degrees Taurus
A slow and careful thinker, you like to present ideas visually and concretely. Abstractions are quite difficult for you to understand. For you, everything must be practical and useful in order to merit your attention. You are a perfectionist -- you enjoy being skillful enough to handle the dexterity required of fine craftsmanship. Cautious and conservative in your thinking, you are very slow to change your opinions. You are more apt to respond to an appeal to your feelings than to an appeal to logic or reason.

Venus is in 12 Degrees Aries
You are a very affectionate person but you hate to be tied down. You are more than willing to be the aggressor in initiating new relationships. Indeed, once you have set your sights on someone, you tend to pursue him or her ardently and passionately. But you do demand your own way in a relationship. Try to give in to your partner's needs and desires once in a while.

Mars is in 12 Degrees Gemini
Your energies get turned on quickly whenever anything interests you. But you have a very short attention span and it is difficult for you to complete tasks because something else more interesting always seems to be beckoning. You love to debate and argue, usually in a spirit of friendly disagreement. But watch out that you do not get too overly aggressive or antagonistic or others will be quick to take offense where none may have really been intended. You need to be in constant physical motion -- sports or daily exercise is a must for you if you are to feel fit and healthy.

Jupiter is in 16 Degrees Aquarius
Your personal growth occurs when you have the freedom to do things in new and interesting ways -- this brings out your natural inventiveness. You are an individualist, but you are also attracted to mass movements that emphasize social betterment and you will devote much time and energy to their efforts. Very fair- minded and objective, you have extraordinary skills at organization and administration.

Saturn is in 24 Degrees Scorpio
You tend to release emotional energies only very reluctantly. This is partly due to your fear of what horrible calamity might occur should they be released -- your emotions are terribly complicated and intense. Try not to repress these energies entirely, however, or you will succumb to negative and destructive forms of compulsive behavior. Give yourself the freedom to look awkward or silly once in a while. The relief you feel will be quite therapeutic and the embarrassment (whether it is real or imagined) will pass quickly.

Uranus is in 16 Degrees Sagittarius
You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.

Neptune is in 03 Degrees Capricorn
You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts.

Pluto is in 02 Degrees Scorpio
For your entire generation, this is a period of intense research and discovery in areas that were heretofore considered mysterious, remote or taboo. The root causes for many complex occurrences will be unearthed due to the intensity and thoroughness of the search.


Your Vedic Moon Position is 02 Pisces 

its been months...

i m totally a boring person!!!

worst,my bday is coming this week,and no one bothers!!!

nobody wants to accompany me,no presents,no cakes,no frens!!!

its very sian that others have all things!!!

I NEED PEOPLE,BUT WHERES THE PEOPLE!FUCKIT!@#$%^

 大年初一

我祝大家新的一年 万事如意 恭喜发财 天天开心!

smiles everyone!!! enjoy the chinese new year...

this year kinda quiet for cny...

i wanna play!!!!!!! grant my wish ok!!! :D :D ;D

20 days gone in 2010...

it suppose to help,but it dont seems to be much of help...

thinking what i wanna do,what i wan...

telling myself i can do it,i can achieve it...

important thing is, put it into action, so difficult so challenging...

struggling within myself...no support...

i have to find many strengths because i only have myself...

;D :D :D

THANK YOU 财神爷!!!

for this little encouragement after a little unhappy incident this afternoon....

another first time in the last day of 2009....

i m really thankful for that and it really encourage me to reach towards my goals!!!

give me the power!!!! ROARS!!!!

to hell those idiots 王八蛋!!! your guys will regret it!!! 你们一定会后悔的!!!

i shall shine,in the coming years with joy,with pride!!! ;D ;D ;D

happy 2010 year to ME,MYSELF, I!!!

2010??? in less than 24 hours time.....

so fast, a new year is approaching...

2009....many things,many people.....many first time...

its an experience...i do hope i appreciate it,maybe or maybe not....

but still really wanna say thanks...

will still miss some people...esp those i have not seen for some time...

so...

i do hope that there are more fun,meaningful experiences coming in 2010...

smiles everyone ;D :D ;D