its been months...

i m totally a boring person!!!

worst,my bday is coming this week,and no one bothers!!!

nobody wants to accompany me,no presents,no cakes,no frens!!!

its very sian that others have all things!!!

I NEED PEOPLE,BUT WHERES THE PEOPLE!FUCKIT!@#$%^

 大年初一

我祝大家新的一年 万事如意 恭喜发财 天天开心!

smiles everyone!!! enjoy the chinese new year...

this year kinda quiet for cny...

i wanna play!!!!!!! grant my wish ok!!! :D :D ;D

20 days gone in 2010...

it suppose to help,but it dont seems to be much of help...

thinking what i wanna do,what i wan...

telling myself i can do it,i can achieve it...

important thing is, put it into action, so difficult so challenging...

struggling within myself...no support...

i have to find many strengths because i only have myself...

;D :D :D

THANK YOU 财神爷!!!

for this little encouragement after a little unhappy incident this afternoon....

another first time in the last day of 2009....

i m really thankful for that and it really encourage me to reach towards my goals!!!

give me the power!!!! ROARS!!!!

to hell those idiots 王八蛋!!! your guys will regret it!!! 你们一定会后悔的!!!

i shall shine,in the coming years with joy,with pride!!! ;D ;D ;D

happy 2010 year to ME,MYSELF, I!!!

2010??? in less than 24 hours time.....

so fast, a new year is approaching...

2009....many things,many people.....many first time...

its an experience...i do hope i appreciate it,maybe or maybe not....

but still really wanna say thanks...

will still miss some people...esp those i have not seen for some time...

so...

i do hope that there are more fun,meaningful experiences coming in 2010...

smiles everyone ;D :D ;D

Merry Christmas? i dont know :)

finally i have got those pictures uploaded...

i went orchard to get things done on 3dec at the same time took some christmas lightings...

first 2 shots, horrible blurry image...but artistic la....LOL

 

 

 

the next few pics.....much better abit.....i just took for fun...

this pic is my favorite....P A R A G O N!! i like the colors...beautiful...i didnt go to other places take xmas trees pictures so cant compare.... ;)

Christmas cards....my past collection,i have some more but i didnt know where i have put it.....sadly this year NO ONE send me christmas cards :( but its ok cos i prefer gifts(that is if ppl wanna give me)

LOL...my primary school days xmas card...only one cos graduate already? super long time ago...

 

 

this 2 cards is i bought it for collection? i like the pictures esp the penguin ones,so cuteeee :D 

to end this longest post of the month, i shall share this sticker....ok i know very boring la...

so MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW 2010 FOR EVERYONE!!!! :D;D:D

 

did something else again...

due to this damn blogger refusing to upload my pictures....

from http://www.colorquiz.com

Generated on Thu, 24 Dec 2009 01:27:03 -0800

Existing Situation

Feels her position is threatened or not properly recognized by others and feels defensive. Determined to go after her goals despite her fear of bringing conflict upon himself.

Stress Sources

"Wishes for freedom and independence, free from limitations and restrictions except for the ones she choices to give himself."

Restrained Characteristics

"Feels she is getting less than she deserves for all her hard work; however, she makes no effort to change things and tries to make the best of the situation."
Feels unhappy and isolated because she is unable to succeed in finding the cooperation and understanding she desires.
"Believes her hopes and dreams are realistic, but needs reassurance from others. Has strict standards when looking for a partner and wants guarantees that she will not be disappointed or lose."

Desired Objective

"Finds pleasure in the finer things of life. Wishes to over-indulge in a lavish, luxurious lifestyle."

Actual Problem

Longs the freedom to make her own decisions and plans without the criticism and restrictions of others. Uses her charm to deal with others and get what she wants.

alrights pictures later on.....

insomnia night...

here is the lyrics of a new song that i like...黄鸿升 玩具枪与玫瑰 from his latest album Love Hero 爱 & 英雄

黄鸿升 - 玩具枪与玫瑰

這是我的告別演唱會
煙火讓一萬都曇花一現
不可以流淚 不值得留戀

不過是最後一場園遊會
何不讓我們都假裝無邪
冷笑的間諜 沒有在管明天

你只要一把玩具槍與玫瑰
就推翻掉我給你的超完美
沒有神沒有鬼沒有回憶的賊
沒有誰的淚水比較鹹

你只要一把玩具槍與玫瑰
就摧毀掉我愛你的全世界
沒有錢沒有菸沒有人會可憐
今年的十二月沒有雪

沒有永晝 沒有永夜
沒有永遠

我用嘆息堆一堵音牆
我把我心臟埋進了音箱
絕望的獨唱 想你的音浪

就關掉所有巨大的音響
依賴著那海一樣的螢光
讓我們喜歡 無止境的遺忘

你只要一把玩具槍與玫瑰
就推翻掉我給你的超完美
沒有神沒有鬼沒有回憶的賊
沒有誰的淚水比較鹹

你只要一把玩具槍與玫瑰
就摧毀掉我愛你的全世界
沒有錢沒有菸沒有人會可憐
今年的十二月沒有雪

沒有永晝 沒有永夜
沒有永遠

你只要一把玩具槍與玫瑰
就推翻掉我給你的超完美
沒有神沒有鬼沒有回憶的賊
沒有誰的淚水比較鹹

你只要一把玩具槍與玫瑰
就摧毀掉我愛你的全世界
沒有錢沒有菸沒有人會可憐
今年的十二月沒有雪

沒有永晝 沒有永夜
沒有永遠

nice nice...now one of my favorite song ... :D ;D :D
now now now i cant slp.....screamssss!!!!!! edited lyrics...cos many wrong words..taken from youtube

i m back...

yes, i m back! not from holiday...i dont have such good life...

i finally found my service pack 2 cd last thursday so ya i managed to get back online...

2 good news..

i m getting my xiao nan you soon!!! yay!!!

i can upload pictures very soon!!! double yayness!!!

alrights thats about it....updates will come very very soon.... :D ;D ;D

blur.....

i m blur alrdy......

first have to wish felicia chin a happy bday!!!late abit cos i couldnt get online....haha i left a comment on her blog too...hope she sees it...support her since quite long ago n even saw her once at my hse void deck filming show...hope to have a chance to see her in real life... :D

feeling !@#$^& but still i will hold on to my beliefs and hope to stay with it.....i will succeed!!! smiles :D :D :D

20 October 2009

i got scared out of my wits(correct usage of words?)

Time: ard 4something pm
Location: bus stop near upp thomson ( i m on the bus )

the whole me jus feeling tired n unwell...maybe other ppl might not feel much but its jus cling onto me for so long...its not becos i experienced it b4 but maybe feels bad for them...

Incident: i saw the guy/gal (i dun know is guy or gal) pushing away a gal whose trying to hug him/her v tightly...i looked at them is cos i thought they will like normal couples hugging...but the gal was crying badly n the guy/gal pushed her away v hard...i c le also feel heart pain...the guy/gal simply moved away ignoring her n kept looking at his/her hp...

after that no idea wat happened alrdy cos my bus drove off...

going to %!!(#()!@& alrdy makes me feel unwell alrdy plus this incident...the whole of my yest was real restless...plus i feel slpy also...luckily no garment if not gua gua gua!!!

HAHAHA....still smiles ppl :D :D :D

another one...birthdays..

http://astro.tom.com/birthday/

many many more...super bored till screamssssss n headache >.<

personality...

http://noracom.net/eng/fortune/color_cheki1.php

heres mine...

YOU ARE PURPLE PANTHER

You are Purple Panther who tends to be precautious, and unlike your gentle atmosphere you are strong-minded and courageous woman.
You don't listen to other people, and carry out with your opinion.
Although you don't possess coolness to see things objectively, and analyze subjects intelligently, you have great natural instinct.
You have flexible thoughts, and can lead life with perseverance.
You will not miss opportunity.
You can adapt and sort out difficulties that you come across.
You can face the things that interest you with unusual effort and spirit, but you will not even try to see those things that you are not interested.
You seem like a gentle and kind person, but really you possess lots of problems and are always struggling within yourself.
People are unable to understand your complicated feelings.
This increase your problems further.
You are a person with great dreams and are active and possess straight forward baldness.
You can show this talent in your career.
You will not be able to stay quietly at home as a housewife. 

more to come n i m so freaking bored!!!! 

updates!!!

going to change my blog banner aft i update this...

(credits) i cut the wallpaper taken from http://www.softpedia.com

this website has got many pretty wallpapers...i do hope they make blog banners also...becos i aint good at doing tat...if not i can have my unique banner done by myself...PRETTY!!!

and and and i m going get a wallpaper frm there too....so everyone who see this post,check out the website....

and and and and support my blog also!!! :D :D :D

heres the wallpaper....i do wish i dun need to resize becos its so pretty enough!!! got the feel!!! SPRING! :D :D :D

oops i realise it looks small in here....but still i like it...

weeeee!!!

happy birthday danson tang!!!

hahaha!!!

:D :D :D

insomnia?

LOL!!! another insomnia night....i think my mind too active tats y....

changes coming on 2nd sept...so excited...cos i m bored wat to do...

so ya dun let those bastards spoil my mood then.......

hope i can take pics soon........

cya my frenly blog on sept :D :D :D

quiz result...
i m really so so bored!

S took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Seeks to be known for something she has accomplish..." Click here to read the rest of the results.

Existing Situation

Feels there are barriers between herself and the essential things she desires.

Stress Sources

"Needs to meet people who have the same high principals and values as himself, but finds the need unfulfilled. her need to feel dominate and superior leaves her feeling isolated and does not allow for her to give freely of himself. she would like to surrender and let go, but sees that as a weakness she must not give in to. Holding back will allow her to stand out for the crowd and earn a higher status, recognized by others as unique and important."

Restrained Characteristics

"Feels she is getting less than she deserves for all her hard work; however, she makes no effort to change things and tries to make the best of the situation."
Emotionally distant even from those closest to her.
"Feels she is carry more than her share of problems. she is flexible and laid back, sticking to her goals and working to overcome any difficulty."
"Feels she is carry more than her share of problems. she is flexible and laid back, sticking to her goals and working to overcome any difficulty."
He is being forced to be happiness and pleasure on hold for new due to her limiting circumstances.

Desired Objective

Seeks to be known for something she has accomplished and uses her social abilities to win people over. Emotional and sensitive and romantic.

Actual Problem

"Impressed by unique and one of a kind things, and by people with exceptional personalities. Tries to takes the characteristics she likes in other people and apply it to herself as well as coming across as a unique individual."

:D :D :D

another test from http://8word.net/test.htm

MBTI 職業性格測試

Results....wow so many words... =S

分析：您的性格類型是「ESFP」( 表演型 )

外向，友善，包容。熱愛生活、人類和物質上的享受。喜歡與別人共事。在工作上，講究常識和實用性，注意現實的情況，使工作富趣味性。富靈活性、即興性，自 然不做作，易接受新朋友和適應新環境。與別人一起學習 新技能可以達到最佳的學習效果。 ESFP型的人樂意與人相處，有一種真正的生活熱情。他們頑皮活潑，通過真誠和玩笑使別人感到事情更加有趣。 ESFP型的人脾氣隨和、適應性強，熱情友好和慷慨大方。他們擅長交際，常常是別人的「注意中心」。他們熱 情而樂於合作地參加各種活動和節目，而且通常立刻能應對幾種活動。 ESFP型的人是現實的觀察者，他們按照事物的本身去對待並接受它們。他們往往信任自己能夠聽到、聞到、觸摸和看到的事物，而不是依賴於理論上的 解釋。因為他們喜歡具體的事實，對於細節有很好的記憶力，所以他們能從親身的經歷中學到最好的東西。共同的感覺給予他們與人和物相處的實際能力。他們喜歡 收集信息，從中觀察可能自然出現的解決方法。 ESFP型的 人對於自我和他人都能容忍和接受，往往不會試圖把自己的願望強加於他人。ESFP型的人通融和有同情心，通常許多人都真心地喜歡他們。他們能夠讓別人採納 他們的建議，所以他們很擅於幫助衝突的各方重歸於好。他們 尋求他人的陪伴，是很好的交淡者。他們樂於幫助旁人，偏好以真實有形的方式給予協助。ESFP型的人天真率直，很有魅力和說服力。他們喜歡意料不到的事 情，喜歡尋找給他人帶來愉快和意外驚喜的方法。

您適合的領域有：消費類商業、服務業領域 廣告業、娛樂業領域 旅遊業、社區服務等

您適合的職業有：

• 公關專業人士
• 勞工關係調解人
• 零售經理
• 商品規劃師
• 團隊培訓人員
• 旅遊項目經營者
• 演員
• 特別事件的協調人
• 社會工作者
• 旅遊銷售經理
• 融資者
• 保險代理╱經紀人
• 幼教老師
• 職業策劃咨詢師
• 旅遊管理/導遊
• 促銷員
• 海洋生物學家
• 精品店、商場銷售人員
• 娛樂、餐飲業客戶經理
• 房地產銷售人員
• 汽車銷售人員
• 市場營銷人員（消費類產品）
• 廣告企業中的設計師
• 創意人員
• 客戶經理
• 時裝設計和表演人員
• 攝影師
• 節目主持人
• 脫口秀演員
• 社區工作人員
• 自願工作者
• 公共關係專家
• 健身和運動教練
• 醫護人員

now comes the english version...many words also =S

ESFP Personality

ESFP is the abbreviated form of Extraversion, Sensing, Feeling, and Perception and is one of the sixteen personality types. It is used in the Myers Briggs Type Indicator (MBTI) that has been developed by renowned psychiatrist Carl G. Jung.

ESFPs love people and like to have new experiences. They are fun and lively and they enjoy being the main attraction of every event. They relish excitement and love drama in lives. They have strong inter-personal skills and might as well find the role of a pacemaker for themselves quite frequently. As they prefer to make their decisions with their own personal values, they are generally sympathetic as well as concerned for the well-being of other people. They are warm and generous too. They are observant about others too. However, they do not like future planning and theory.

Their Strengths

• They are fun-loving and enthusiastic, they can make things enjoyable for everyone
• They are witty, clever, popular and direct
• They are sensual and earthy
• They are practical and down to earth, they can take care of their daily needs
• They are creative and artistic
• They are diverse and flexible
• They try to make the most out of every moment
• They are warm-hearted and generous

Their Weaknesses

• They are risky and frivolous with money
• They are materialistic
• They hate criticism
• They prefer to escape or ignore conflicts
• They do not pay much attention to their needs
• They tend to neglect their health

ESFPs are great entertainers – they can entertain people o the stage, at home, at work and almost everywhere. Social gatherings can give them a boost too. They are spontaneous and optimistic individuals and they love to have fun all the time. For them, the entire world is like a stage and they love to be the center of attention.

ESFPs generally love people and they are also loved by everyone for the kind of nature they have. They can accept anyone and everyone, which is a natural gift. They are enthusiastic and upbeat and are genuinely like everybody. They are unfailingly generous and warm when with friends and are a treat for all their friends. However, if crossed, they can prove to be stubborn and judgmental.

ok...i have changed so so much.....omg! :D :D :D
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anymore?

nowadays my reaction is real slow....
i think i got depression...
i cant slp well...
i feels moody when i m at work...
i feels as if i m alone...n more?
is it signs of it?

oh shit...

i realise i have been forgetting stuffs...
be it the good n bad ones...
is it a gd sign?
maybe gd cos my brain wont have so much rubbish...hahaha......

towards a better future? i really hope so....:D :D :D


now my super duper old pics...due to the fact tat i only transferred it to my comp not long ago




here i presents...my self cooked fried rice....looks nice,right? YES,COS ITS COOKED BY ME :D
taken on 2 aug 2008 at 12.49am...OMG SO LONG AGO...n its for supper...



of course the real thing looks nicer,cos my camera skills not gd....