求人不如求己

in this life,in this reality world......the only person who u can depend on,is u,urself and still YOU!!!!
yes....when u really need help,who can help u? no one will stand out,esp if it is some 'dirty' job....

humans.maybe are born selfish!!! who cares if u r dead....who cares if u r alive.....oh well

jus do remember.....take care of urselves.....mentally,physically..... swine flu on the attack...its getting nearer.... :S

*to myself* SMILES!!!!!! :D :D :D alot alot more.......

LOL dreams?

i do dream of this quite often....(i got it from a gal's blog)

haha...quite true for me cos i m so particular about my looks n how others see me....

"My Teeth Are Falling"
Dreams that your teeth are falling out are the most common dreams. Common dream scenarios include having your teeth crumbling in your hands or your teeth falling out one by one with just a light tap. Such dreams are not only horrifying and shocking, but often leaves the dreamer with a lasting image of the dream. So what does it mean?

One theory is that dreams about your teeth reflect your anxiety about your appearance and how others perceive you. Sadly, we live in a world where good looks are valued highly and your teeth play an important role in conveying that image. Teeth are used in the game of flirtations, whether it be a dazzling and gleaming smile or affectionate necking. These dreams may stem from a fear of your sexual impotence or the consequences of getting old. Teeth are an important feature of our attractiveness and presentation to others. Everybody worries about how they appear to others. Caring about our appearance is natural and healthy.

oh wells...i m coughing my lungs out......oh wait i may have got TB!!!

hahaha...

some quizzes results...

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Being Alone
Losing Someone
Looked down on
Commitment
Death
Where Your life is Going
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

quite accurate....i hate disappointments but i always got it.....WHY? W-H-Y?
hahas.... =S

random....hahaha my hobby is laughing at ppl =X

alrights i had a dream this afternoon...
its goes like this,i have got a fren name Aaron(watever the spelling)...he is gd-looking and sort of looks abit like 炎亚纶 from 飞轮海....hmm i wonder...but i m so happy to have know a handsome guy in my dream....but well u should know in real life it is the opposite....disappointed?nah...i hope i can jus dun bother about it....

picture of 炎亚纶(pics taken from google image)

praying for the good things to come by....i need to be bless....

stupid internet!!!

its like so *TOOT* n *TOOTS*.....oh!!!

anyway i m so stagnant now...i m gonna grow mosquitoes soon...beware oh...

while i was listening to this song, 周杰伦-甜甜的...guess wat my mind is filled with.....



LOLLIPOPS!!!!(pics i took it from google image)
due to the fact tat i m choosy, i cant find a colorful swirl lollipop tat i like so i jus use this....they r nice too......YUMMY!!!

so throughout the song,i was like how the lollipop taste,its looks n blah blah.......i m weird....this song is supposed to be a love song :S......LOL BUT I CANT HELP BUT TO LINK IT TO FOOD!!! ;D

so ya.....hahaha ;D

smiles.....

i love to see smiles on humans face but i fail to make myself putting a smile on my face all the time...if i m able to achieve it, i m sure i can put the smiles on everyone's face....

i like this song...

改变自己
演唱：王力宏
<改变自己>
chinked-out第三章

音乐洗涤人类的灵魂,改变自己。
我们都要做的更好。

今早起床了
看镜子里的我
忽然发现我的发型睡得有点kuso①.
一点点改变，有很大的差别
你我的力量也能改变世界

最近比较烦 最近情绪很down
每天看新闻都会很想大声尖叫
但脏话没用 大家只会嫌凶
我改变自己发现大有不同

新一代的朋友我们好好地加油
大家一起大声地说NA NA NA NA NA
NA NA NA NA NA
我可以改变世界
改变自己 改变龟毛② 改变小气
要一直 努力努力 永不放弃
才可以 改变世界 come on改变自己


今早起床了 觉得头有点痛
可能是二氧化碳太多 氧气不够
一点点改变
有很大的差别
你我的热情也能改变世界

只能代表自己
没有政治立场
即使这世界让我看得十分紧张
要调整自己
没想到一点就能画龙点睛

新一代的朋友我们好好地加油
大家一起大声地说NA NA NA NA NA
NA NA NA NA NA

我可以改变世界
改变自己 改变龟毛 改变小气
要一直 努力努力 永不放弃
才可以 改变世界 come on改变自己

我可以改变世界
改变自己 改变龟毛 改变小气
要一直 努力努力 永不放弃
才可以 改变世界 come on 改变自己



change the world and myself.....SO HARD BUT I STILL WANNA DO IT!!!

O.O

a very small part taken from http://bryanverygoodluck.blogspot.com/

During the past 10 years, I have seen and given consultation to too many people whose emotional blockages affects them in their luck. The 5 main problems that blocks a person from having good luck includes:

1) Unable to let go of the people that has done you wrong
2) Hatred and Jealous
3) Self pity
4) Anger and always say " why my luck never improves"
5) Sadness in relationships

We are human beings. No matter how powerful we are, we may face one of the above problems.

i was like wow...no wonder i dont have much good luck.... :S

RAWR!!!

u know its so boring when....

u needa wait for ur show to be loaded,
u try to find someone who u can chat with,
u think of what to eat for supper,
u decide whether to watch tv,
u drag ur time so as not to bath....

yes!~ this is what i need or must do now but.......

i have done NONE of these stuff.....

insane? i dunno....

i only know




i m hungry
i m bored
i m frustrated
i m stuck with suay-ness?

ah i dunno....i need someone to talk to me???
ok i m hungry and random......

gd bye ppl.....

try it.....

http://www.goldinuniverse.com/

heres mine.. ;)

You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You need people - people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this hope that keeps you going, the hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding. You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting.

You are totally dissatisfied with your present situation. Matters are not going right for you and you are seeking a means of escape. Your mental state of mind necessitates that you need to change your thinking patterns. Remember, if one particular modus operandi doesn't seem to work, then try something different.

It is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no one to rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you'll have to make the best of things as they are.

You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.

You feel that you need to move on. You feel that you are not appreciated or valued for what you are and that the time is 'now'. Failure to do so will not afford you the conditions to prove your worth.

haha...its fun so tryyyyyyyyyy .... :D

yoohoo!!!

hows the first day of 2009?

ok i dunno...one thing i know is recently i m back to listening to songs and watching mv online...as i listen i jus have the urge to write something or anything to let others know my feelings and life all these years...write songs tat have education value are great too...ok i m already dreaming when i m not even slping....how cool...

if whatever u do is not acceptable,what actions are acceptable?i really find it frustrating to hear it u know like so often...so ya some says,forget it,one ear in the other ear out...haha saying is easy how about actions?

random-ness....sometimes i wish...
HAHAHA...maybe its the other way round...aiks dun care...

but if it is something like...cute baby eeyore...i sure dote it....hahaha too random...

i still wanna say HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!!!! BEEEPBEEEP!!!WHISTLE!!! :D
HEY PPL LOVE ME OK!!!

First Post for year 2009

first of all HAPPY NEW 2009!!! =D =D =D
and happy bday to my blog!!!

祝贺大家新的一年开开心心顺顺利利!!!! HAPPY 2009!!! SMILES

01 nov 2008

something very strange happened...

8 plus plus pm,i saw a few unknown missed call.so i decided to find out who is that person.

sms-ed tat fella.

me: who called jus now?

unknown fella: i am ur friend come frm bangladesh can i contract to u now (now tats weird,i did not know anyone frm such a far place =.=!!! maybe is cheater? =S)

me: bluff

i wait awhile n went to do my stuff,who knows tat unknown fella missed call again when i was busy. (sweat!) so i asked again.

me: so who r u?

uf: sorry now all radyif go back home (ok i dun understand the content so...i replied randomly)

me: nvm if u dun wan say

uf: fokrul. from comilla (eh???i dun know the meaning,so i did abit of searching frm the web...maybe is the name of tat fella..)

me: where did u got this num? (i still replied randomly)

uf: can i call u?

me: where u got the num? (i insisted for an ans...)

uf: u give me. r u in bangladeshi (i have no idea how come this fella asking me this when the num is a sg hp num...)

me: too bad i did not give u. i frm ________ (inserts a country) (i dun giv my hp num to ppl i dun know n it will be best to ask me personally if anyone wans my hp num)

i was wondering, is this fella playing prank or is really frm other country.or other ppl is trying to disturb me!!! so tats y i hate to take a hp num tat is used b4!!! full of unknown ppl calling...its making me crazy?maybe...

i have no idea who to chat with n have no idea wat topic to say.

i dunno. jus let it be then.

past one week update...

seriously other memories i dun wanna rem but last week's one i still rem...becos i m v happy since a v long time...

i spent my time wif my cousins who came over to stay for 6days...its has been more than a yr since they came....the great thing is tat i can forget all my unhappiness that accumulate for the past year...thanks to me falling sick tat i managed to stay at home...

we played tv games,psp,my pc games,cracked jokes on stuff we see...esp one thing which i thought i m the only person who think it is very funny...if u take bus u may see a poster abt an old woman n the fat uncle...the first time i saw it i laughed and was like saying 'wow the designer is sure creative n funny'...hahaha my cousins found that poster funny too...

so old ladies,uncles n etc who need the seat badly in buses,pls do prepare some live crabs or lobsters to tacker those inconsiderate ppl...hahahaha the crab is so funny la...thumbs up for the poster designer...

some pics...




ok i have got confused with my post....so to summarise i m v happy last week...but well now back to the same...monotone lifestyle,dun come asking me wat hav i been doing cos it is super boring...

09 october 2008 , 10 october 2008

yay!!! i can sense abit of freedom for now...

gd news right? congrats me pls...

so i m back to blogging!!!! MUAHAHAHA!!!!

so cya ppl.... n pls miss me.....

:D :D :D

kute online pets II

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changed my blog banner...

not satisified wif it...

oh well...i hate ms...alot of things i like and dislike...neverending list...

alot of very very very old pics not uploaded...very lag lah

so i shall post some stuff i dig from idunknowwhere

the pic name is (Is_It_True)...hmm let me think...

this is cute...especially when i see the fish laughing...hahaha

the doggy so cute...see how boring life can be...

these pics i dun know where i got it from becos i found it quite long ago...
too lag to post more...

this is lovely!!!

i so love this gal...y cant it be made as a real huggable doll?

dun ya think she looks familiar?
check it out

round head doll craze!!! <3
it is march now!!! time flashes...

happy new year to all!!!

may all be happy and everything is smooth sailing!!! :D